Yes! I have gone nine days without smoking any cigarettes! :) I got a little bit sick last week, and since then I cannot tolerate smoking, or even the smell. So getting sick was actually a blessing in disguise! Of course, it has only been nine days, but it is a good jump start for me. I feel a zillion times more attractive, energized, and I feel like I am not always as hungry (weird I know!) as I used to be all the time. That might have to do with the fact that I have not been able to workout though.

Even though I was sick all week, my week was actually pretty good. :) Besides the fact that I am having a hard time in my Anatomy class. I don't know why science is so hard for me. I really wish I was good at it, but I am trying my hardest and know I can get through it! :) Just study study study!

So, I have been seeing this one guy for the last eight months and he just went on vacation today. He will be gone for three weeks, and I miss him already so badly! It's hard to go from seeing someone three to four times a week to zero! :( But, I will use my time wisely while he is gone. I will burry my mind in this silly Anatomy class. And of course this class, but this is easier for me than the other.

So, remember in my last post when I asked "how does one know when they're in love?". Well I couldn't sleep the other night for the life of me so I wrote this down. It's cheesy, but oh well! Who cares, right? :)

"I love you because...."

".... we can make fun of each other."

".... you never say anything to put me down, but always the opposite."

".... you call me "cute", "gorgeous", and "beautiful" instead of "sexy" or "hot"."

".... you make me feel beautiful even when I look my worst (like in the morning! Yikes!)."

".... when we're together you always put me first before yourself."

".... you never let me walk behind you, but always in front of or beside you (I secretly love this but act like it's silly!)."

".... you treat me like a princess in public, and always show the sweetest affection to me."

".... your snoring no longer annoys me, because I miss it when I sleep alone." :)

".... even if a Johnny Depp look-a-like walked by I wouldn't notice because you're the only one I see." :)

".... you never told me you loved me yet, but show it in every action towards me."

".... every song in some way reminds me of you."

".... you're freaking awesome." :)

".... this list simply would never end, and I should stop boring the poor readers." ;)